JOY OF LOVE
I have felt the loneliness of the heart. It can only be calmed by the presence of love.
Robert Roxby was a member of the local chapter of the California Federation of Chapparal Poets. The writing of his youth was lost, but he dived into poetry after his retirement at the encouragement of his wife, eventually earning honors for his poetry at the Lakewood Pan American Festival. With his daughter he produced an anthology of his poetry, Reflections on a Lifetime, distributed to the local library, to family and friends. His favorite poet was Walt Whitman.
Robert was the ninth of 16 children born to a coal mining family and lived at various times in Ohio and Pennsylvania until finally settling in West Virginia. He had several jobs, coal miner, as crew with Civil Conservation Corps and house painter. After WW2 began, he moved with his wife to Long Beach, California where he found employment as a painter with the LB Naval Shipyard. He was an avid bowler maintaining a 250 average and receiving many awards from the local leagues. He dabbled with oil painting, producing several landscapes and some abstract art. He enjoyed woodcarving (primarily whittling) and handicapping horse races. After retirement he was active in the senior center and in city politics as a member of Long Beach Area Citizens Involved (LBACI) working on affordable housing projects.
I have felt the loneliness of the heart. It can only be calmed by the presence of love.
…At five, I walked by the side of my mother…on the vineyards…
…Why did they waste that sleeping pill?…
Oh! How great be his sorrow with lakes and rivers poisoned by man, with mountains and plains denuded of trees…
Through a night dark utterly, intensely black that light will shine.
The soothing ointment of rain, Winter dressings of pure snow heal…cuts before spring comes.
The caring heart reaches out…
Gurus sit on mountaintops to catch wisdom…
…Wait in the light…
I awoke this morning with a prayer on my lips. Perhaps that may not seem strange to you, but it is for me who almost never prays.