As a little girl, I tagged along on visits to the shoe repair shop where we found new heels, half-soles, new straps, and could request worn seams restitched. The air and shelves reeked of raw or well-worn leather, the black grease of the machines, the acrid scent of dyes, relentless dust and the sweat of the man who repaired the shoes. Always a man, though a woman now and then assisted by managing the claim tickets and payments.
Both my parents eventually called the man by his name and occasionally talked to him about his life outside of the shop. My dad once found a fellow fan of bowling. Almost all of the shoe repairmen we used were immigrants, often speaking with a slight or strong accent. This fascinated my mother who loved languages and dreamed of traveling. The last repairman I remember came from Korea. I had recently returned from a visit to Hong Kong where I had learned to say “Good Morning” in Cantonese. My mother, not knowing the origins of the gentleman, tried out the Cantonese greeting. The man’s face lit up.
“How did you know?” he asked.
Mother, totally confused, admitted the story behind her Asian speech. The man then informed her, that the sound she emitted was the same as the ancient name for his home, Korea. He was disappointed, but it remained a bonding moment for both of them.
I cared little about the repairmen. I focused on the shoes. Lined up along the shelves they sat awaiting repair or newly shined and ready for their owners to return. Some remained on those shelves, shifted from recently received to newly repaired, to waiting one week, then two, then three. Their once bright shine gathering dust, their claim tickets yellowing.
I worried about the shoes forgotten or abandoned. Would their owners ever return to take them back home? I felt sorry that the shoe man did not get paid. But the shoes held my thoughts, and suggested stories.
Some ugly styles worn only by old women, for instance, had they been abandoned in favor of newer more attractive styles or had something terrible happened to their owner who could no longer claim them? Others began their life in glamor. Did their owners have no more parties at which to dance and shine? The many work boots concerned me. Had the owners been injured on the job, or fired or found some occupation not requiring work boots?
The repairman, when asked, told me that after shoes sat unclaimed too long, he offered them to institutions who helped the poor. This news pleased me. The shoes could have another life and ease the life of someone new.
Yet, a visit to the shoe repair shop was remained sad for me. Before leaving, I always wished the long-waiting shoes a happier day and a new home.
#NationalOldStuffDay
SPLINTERS FOR MARCH 2024
RESENTMENT
Searing soul and body
The burning acid churns
Seeking out corners of the mind
To scald, inflame and scar,
And yet the remedy is so plain,
So simple, so obvious.
Why do we resist?
Why hug this pain to our chest
Refusing to let it go?
Why nurture this ugly ulcer within?
Let it go. Let it go. Let it go.
#nationaloldstuffday
THE CHOICE
In attic silence
Sleeps the lamp
Shrouded in shadowed whisperings
Webbed-in, remote and dignified
Unremembered
Unforgotten
Its jinni that once sparkled
In the young burnished sun
Long since flown
Ah, well, and even so
Let the magician-voiced vendor
Call his striking wares
Sharp as polished silver
New dreams
New dreams for old
No one will lean
From this unshuttered window
To make that trade
For would not the Aladdin heart then break?
#tellafairytale
THE SHOE REPAIR SHOP
As a little girl, I tagged along on visits to the shoe repair shop where we found new heels, half-soles, new straps, and could request worn seams restitched. The air and shelves reeked of raw or well-worn leather, the black grease of the machines, the acrid scent of dyes, relentless dust and the sweat of the man who repaired the shoes. Always a man, though a woman now and then assisted by managing the claim tickets and payments.
Both my parents eventually called the man by his name and occasionally talked to him about his life outside of the shop. My dad once found a fellow fan of bowling. Almost all of the shoe repairmen we used were immigrants, often speaking with a slight or strong accent. This fascinated my mother who loved languages and dreamed of traveling. The last repairman I remember came from Korea. I had recently returned from a visit to Hong Kong where I had learned to say “Good Morning” in Cantonese. My mother, not knowing the origins of the gentleman, tried out the Cantonese greeting. The man’s face lit up.
“How did you know?” he asked.
Mother, totally confused, admitted the story behind her Asian speech. The man then informed her, that the sound she emitted was the same as the ancient name for his home, Korea. He was disappointed, but it remained a bonding moment for both of them.
I cared little about the repairmen. I focused on the shoes. Lined up along the shelves they sat awaiting repair or newly shined and ready for their owners to return. Some remained on those shelves, shifted from recently received to newly repaired, to waiting one week, then two, then three. Their once bright shine gathering dust, their claim tickets yellowing.
I worried about the shoes forgotten or abandoned. Would their owners ever return to take them back home? I felt sorry that the shoe man did not get paid. But the shoes held my thoughts, and suggested stories.
Some ugly styles worn only by old women, for instance, had they been abandoned in favor of newer more attractive styles or had something terrible happened to their owner who could no longer claim them? Others began their life in glamor. Did their owners have no more parties at which to dance and shine? The many work boots concerned me. Had the owners been injured on the job, or fired or found some occupation not requiring work boots?
The repairman, when asked, told me that after shoes sat unclaimed too long, he offered them to institutions who helped the poor. This news pleased me. The shoes could have another life and ease the life of someone new.
Yet, a visit to the shoe repair shop was remained sad for me. Before leaving, I always wished the long-waiting shoes a happier day and a new home.
#NationalOldStuffDay
AUTHOR NOTES
GLASS RAIN—the poetry by Margaret Roxby
“CHOICE,” is included this week for Tell A Fairy Tale Day, February 28. The author loved fairy tales as a child, and the The Book of One Thousand and One Nights (The Arabian Nights). The author wrote another poem with this same story in mind, see “Unforgotten Dreams” this site: https://www.singularprism.com/2021/01/04/these-unforgotten-dreams/
REFRACTIONS—an essay by Kathleen Roxby
“THE SHOE REPAIR SHOP,” is included this week for National Old Stuff Day, March 2. The author recently mourned her inability to locate a shoe repair store and believed that perhaps they no longer existed but had become anachronisms. However, to her delight, a small shoe repair shop set up business near her dog’s pet trimmer’s location. Yes, the owner is, like in the memory she reports, also from Asia.
THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS—the poetry of Kathleen Roxby
“RESENTMENT” is included this week for March 2, National Old Stuff Day. The author chooses to see that old stuff to be discarded can be more than physical, and perhaps more important to release rather than hold. She wrote this after listening to a couple of friends who continued to torture themselves with pain from years ago believing they would lose their sense of self if they let go of those memories (or even just the ancient pain).
#TellAFairyTaleDay
#NationalOldStuffDay
SUBMISSION GUIDELINES
Readers who write in response to one of the prompts listed each month in Splintered Glass, may see their work presented here on the last week of that month. Though poems are preferred, short prose work will also be considered for publication.
Guidelines for submission:
SPLINTERS FOR FEBRUARY 2024
VISITING WITH OLD FRIENDS AND ENEMIES
With the light kiss
And stealth of an ocean fog
Silence takes possession of my house
Buries the noise of day.
The heavy quiet crouches
Down for the length
Of this night.
Loneliness—completely at ease,
Lounges against the stairs,
My childhood friend
Waiting to walk with me again
Hand in hand into the familiarity
Of meeting old friends…and enemies.
In this empty time thoughts wander
Backward
Toward a spiral of sounds—
Voices
From a distance so far
They can only be an echo
Of what was.
And the hunger awakes.
Still the silence
Lays its quiet all around.
While undirected anger
Whips wildly at random.
Sorrow, anger and pity
Circle, spinning
In a cyclone-like vortex
With silence at its core
Creating the void
Where the unclosing eye
Captures, sums and scatters
All the unconscious reveals.
And though the unprotected heart
Flinches as from rope burn stings,
The miraculous balm
Of uncaged, unbounded joy
Spills its liquidity
Of unspecific love over all.
#wordlquietday
HOPE
There in the Somewhere
(in the realness of right, perhaps)
is heard the cataclysmic thunder-splash
the splintering atoms
and hydrogen-crash of exploding suns
But here in the heart
with soundless cymbals
falls the wonder-wish
prayer–still as a handclasp
in a trackless and wind-lonely land
#worlddayofquiet0
IN THE LANGUAGE OF THE PLACE
The words of the People linger
gnashed by teeth
never intended to speak the language of the place;
beveled by throats untrained in its subtleties;
slurred by tongues unused to the dance
of the rare syncopation;
buried in ears half deaf to the songs
of the People,
the words still survive the slaughter
and the enmity.
Misspelled,
the old names yet spill
across the maps
sketched in the aftermath.
The ordinary words
from the People of the before-time
still trickle onto documents
otherwise framed in a foreign speech.
The words of the People linger in the air,
on parchment and stone,
teasing the eyes and ears of the Others
who came to take,
to destroy,
to utterly change the place.
Playing across present and future
the words of the People
stir an unexpected burst of color
in the melody of the spoken thought…
an unspoken history.
#UnitedNationsinternationalmotherlanguage
#valentinesday