Carl thinks of his manual typewriter the way others think of their vintage automobiles. There are similarities between the machines. Many car manufacturers no longer exist: Dusenberg, Franklin and Hudson, for example. Similarly, typewriters manufactured by the names most familiar to Carl: Royal, Olympia and Underwood had long disappeared when Carl bought his Royal typewriter at a garage sale for five dollars.
He likes the fact that his typewriter, like a vintage automobile, is built to withstand punishment. It is made of steel, not fiberglass, plastic or aluminum. It has weight like a good machine should. Carl cleans and oils his typewriter as regularly as he services his car. But repairs are difficult, requiring Carl to perform many of them personally. Finding replacement parts is an art in itself.
Carl who could have been a threat as a linebacker is built like a grizzly bear and has really big hands. That garage sale find reminds him of the model assigned to him in school when his large hands and heavy touch caused numerous problems with the electric versions popular with the other students.
According to Carl, “Modern keyboards are made for women’s fingers and the dainty touch of a woman’s hand.”
He appreciates the Royal’s mechanics just as he enjoys the feel and maintenance of a car’s engine. Using its metal tabs stops and manual margin controls, and feeling the movement of the carriage from right to left add to his sense of accomplishment as he types. Most of the time, he even values the bell that warns him near the end of a line, though there are times when he disconnects it.
The ringing of that bell and the jerk stop of the carriage he says, “Gives me a moment to think about the next words to be typed.” This is good, too. Yet often, his left hand is too fast for Carl to do any musing. It flies up to hit the carriage return lever, with a movement as automatic as changing gears with a stick shift, while he races toward the finish of his thought.
Carl tried computers, and thinks, “They are okay for saving my final draft. Rather like pouring a final casting into a mold and keeping the mold, so that more castings might be made.” His personal foundry for these castings is at the local library where he can hire the use of a computer when the work is finished.
But computers are too quiet, too subliminal for Carl. Too like the silent airborne flight of a glider. He admits the CPU does hum like an engine, but “You might as well listen to a circling insect.” And the clicking of the keyboard is, “Irritating as a woman’s nails tapping on a hard surface.”
Then, too, page changes on a computer can easily be missed, and a writer can’t hold them in his hands until the printer spits it out. “If you don’t like what you have just typed, you can rip it from the machine. Can’t get that using a computer,” he says without feeling a fool for pulling out an unfinished page.
The printer paper is auto-fed, another thing Carl doesn’t like. “A writer can’t get the same feeling of accomplishment you get when you roll yet another sheet into the typewriter.”
Other people praise the computer for the ease of making corrections, but Carl likes to ‘X’ out the parts he doesn’t like. Substituting the strike through feature of the computer doesn’t compare to, “Repeatedly pounding an X through all the garbage. Like using a punching bag to blow off steam. It just feels good. The black scar it leaves on a page is like a black eye that proves the writer has fought for what he believes.”
Carl wants nothing to do with lift-off tapes, white fluid or electronic erasing. According to Carl, “They just hide the work and make it look too easy.”
“If you are going to work at writing,” he says, “It ought to sound like work. It ought to feel like work. And it bloody well ought to look like work.”
LOVE
Since love is such an exciting game,
Could my loving you too much
Incite a riot?
In saying that love is a grand plan,
Is it like saying a piano is grand,
Or a dame is grand,
Or perhaps grand as in grandma?
If you were to fall in love at first sight,
Could it be the site on which you build,
Or a sight that would be just awful?
Some even say that love is just a dream.
If it is like some of mine, that’s scary.
Then, there are those who say that love is blind.
But perhaps, it is the loves who are blind.
As with two good friends of mine,
I believe that loves are blind
Since neither one of them
Realizes that he is not handsome
And she is not lovely.
Real love, for me, appears at whatever time
My smallest granddaughter hugs me tight
And whispers softly, “Grandpa, I love you so.”
CAME A SPIDER
My name Tammy Muffett
and you don’t know me
but I live on your street
and last night
right after Dean Martin’s song
of wine and roses
and Joe E. Lewis’s joke:
“If I’m standing up, it can’t be me!”
when everybody laughed,
darkness crawled into our house
slinging long ink legs
into the farthest corners,
for my daddy stumbled,
and falling
shattered all our lighted lamps.
AUTHOR NOTES
GLASS RAIN – a poem by Margaret Roxby
“CAME A SPIDER” was first published in Quartet in 1968. It is included this week for January 17, National Bootleggers’ Day (or the day prohibition began). The poem was written when her brother’s alcoholism was impacting his children’s lives, but also reflects the author’s own experience with an alcoholic father. The author used the nursery rhyme, “Little Miss Muffet,” to great effect.
REFRACTIONS—by Robert Roxby
“LOVE” is included this week for January 21, National Hugging Day. In his poetry journal, the author wrote this about the poem, “Fun thing for “poetry club.” The poem first appeared in his collection, Reflections on a Lifetime. Note: the author had no grandchildren, just grand nieces and nephews.
THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS—a poem by Kathleen Roxby
“PANIC IN THE BLACK QUARTER” first appeared in 2001 in the author’s chapbook, Tangent/Allusion. It is included this week for January 16, Martin Luther King Jr. Day and Civil Rights Day. The poem was inspired by several films and documentaries the author saw about the White violence that came into the segregated areas where the Blacks lived both in the US and in South Africa during the Apartheid.
#National Bootleggers’ Day
#Martin Luther King Jr. Day
#Civil Rights Day
#National Hugging Day
SUBMISSION GUIDELINES
Readers who write in response to one of the prompts listed each month in Splintered Glass, may see their work presented here on the last week of that month. Though poems are preferred, short prose work will also be considered for publication.
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SPLINTERS FOR JANUARY 2023
CARL’S CHOICE
Carl thinks of his manual typewriter the way others think of their vintage automobiles. There are similarities between the machines. Many car manufacturers no longer exist: Dusenberg, Franklin and Hudson, for example. Similarly, typewriters manufactured by the names most familiar to Carl: Royal, Olympia and Underwood had long disappeared when Carl bought his Royal typewriter at a garage sale for five dollars.
He likes the fact that his typewriter, like a vintage automobile, is built to withstand punishment. It is made of steel, not fiberglass, plastic or aluminum. It has weight like a good machine should. Carl cleans and oils his typewriter as regularly as he services his car. But repairs are difficult, requiring Carl to perform many of them personally. Finding replacement parts is an art in itself.
Carl who could have been a threat as a linebacker is built like a grizzly bear and has really big hands. That garage sale find reminds him of the model assigned to him in school when his large hands and heavy touch caused numerous problems with the electric versions popular with the other students.
According to Carl, “Modern keyboards are made for women’s fingers and the dainty touch of a woman’s hand.”
He appreciates the Royal’s mechanics just as he enjoys the feel and maintenance of a car’s engine. Using its metal tabs stops and manual margin controls, and feeling the movement of the carriage from right to left add to his sense of accomplishment as he types. Most of the time, he even values the bell that warns him near the end of a line, though there are times when he disconnects it.
The ringing of that bell and the jerk stop of the carriage he says, “Gives me a moment to think about the next words to be typed.” This is good, too. Yet often, his left hand is too fast for Carl to do any musing. It flies up to hit the carriage return lever, with a movement as automatic as changing gears with a stick shift, while he races toward the finish of his thought.
Carl tried computers, and thinks, “They are okay for saving my final draft. Rather like pouring a final casting into a mold and keeping the mold, so that more castings might be made.” His personal foundry for these castings is at the local library where he can hire the use of a computer when the work is finished.
But computers are too quiet, too subliminal for Carl. Too like the silent airborne flight of a glider. He admits the CPU does hum like an engine, but “You might as well listen to a circling insect.” And the clicking of the keyboard is, “Irritating as a woman’s nails tapping on a hard surface.”
Then, too, page changes on a computer can easily be missed, and a writer can’t hold them in his hands until the printer spits it out. “If you don’t like what you have just typed, you can rip it from the machine. Can’t get that using a computer,” he says without feeling a fool for pulling out an unfinished page.
The printer paper is auto-fed, another thing Carl doesn’t like. “A writer can’t get the same feeling of accomplishment you get when you roll yet another sheet into the typewriter.”
Other people praise the computer for the ease of making corrections, but Carl likes to ‘X’ out the parts he doesn’t like. Substituting the strike through feature of the computer doesn’t compare to, “Repeatedly pounding an X through all the garbage. Like using a punching bag to blow off steam. It just feels good. The black scar it leaves on a page is like a black eye that proves the writer has fought for what he believes.”
Carl wants nothing to do with lift-off tapes, white fluid or electronic erasing. According to Carl, “They just hide the work and make it look too easy.”
“If you are going to work at writing,” he says, “It ought to sound like work. It ought to feel like work. And it bloody well ought to look like work.”
I WRITE
I write out the pain
because it hurts too much
to keep it inside.
And it never makes anything
Better
to tell anyone
when it’s still there
and real.
So, I write the pain
from my shadow
and lay it in the light
of white blank paper
Till joy—
a little brook—spills
sweet and fresh
against the thirsting
empty places
where the hurting was
And I smile
again
and go on living.
WHEN ALL SEARCHING SEEMS FRUITLESS
I sorrow
But I know not
What is sorrowed for…
The days at hand,
Or the melting away of onetime?
I search
In my sorrow
For what?
What intangible do I seek
Sometimes
A poem
Or just a line or two
–strong wild words—
Will strike at my heart’s door
And shatter the windows of my mind
Such moments I store away
For re-dreaming
When all searching seems fruitless
And all sorrow rootless
AUTHOR NOTES
GLASS RAIN – a poem by Margaret Roxby
“WHEN ALL SEARCHING SEEMS FRUITLESS” touches on the author’s feeling of gloom when dealing with writer’s block. It is included this week as a companion piece to the one appearing in the feature Through the Looking Glass. (2024 update) Found among the author’s notes: Fran, my friend, Mrs. Wright was moving away from us into another realm. There was still a frail hope that that there could be a return to things as they had been, but deep within my consciousness, sounded the first warning bell—this awful truth was being born—in this state of confusion, a poem came into being. I call it “When All Searching Seems Fruitless.”
REFRACTIONS—by Kathleen Roxby
“CARL’S CHOICE” is not truly a memoir. It is fiction but based on the author’s observation of her fellow writers and the instruments (pen and paper, computer, typewriter) they use to compose their thoughts. It is included this week because Jan. 8 is World Typing Day.
THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS—a poem by Kathleen Roxby
“I WRITE” first appeared the poet’s chapbook, Chameleon Woman, 2001. The author created the poem during her long struggle with depression and speaks of how she fought it by writing. It is a companion piece for the piece featured under Glass Rain.
#World Typing Day
SUBMISSION GUIDELINES
Readers who write in response to one of the prompts listed each month in Splintered Glass, may see their work presented here on the last week of that month. Though poems are preferred, short prose work will also be considered for publication.
Guidelines for submission: