The carnival of time universe-vast

dazzles and entices

with its brilliant stars and

multifarious mysteries

 

But what moves us most

is the carousel

 

Ah, the carousel, the carousel…

around and around we go

reaching for the elusive brass ring

 

The calliope rolls forth

mesmeric music as up

and down

and around we go

 

Up and down and around

to the song the sirens sing

and O, yes….

the possibility of that brass ring

The long high wires swing,

Sing in the wind,

But the bell is still.

Only silence rings through the house

While every room waits empty

Until you dial.

A shadow falls

On the garden wall

There’s the strum of singing strings

And through the mist of shade and sound

A dove with folded wings

 

As in a dream

The white bird seems

An old remembered tune

A timeless melody

Perched there so still on the garden wall

A strange white feathered song

 

In shadowed light

A sweet time past

Within the heart will sometimes fall

 

Such fragile things spark memory

A wisp of sound

A haunting song

A feathered dream with folded wings

On a sequestered wall

 

Sunburst glories

light flows

life begins

green stems rise

flowers surprise

World in Bloom

scented clime

precious time

dream domain

sunset and twilight

sweet sleep        night.

Rocky flatland bows

To a wild, willful wind

 

Spasmodic clumps of green

Hot yellow sun burns

I saw a bird with injured wing

ride home: a slow and troubled flight

of feathered heart

 

I marveled that so sweetly brave

the damaged bird could rise again

to tree-life height

while my faint heart with wounded wings

lay pained and still

 

Then came upon the solemn air

a vibrant trill

as though the homeward bird had sent

its song to me

that I might find a haven, too,

my own high tree

 

What is it that waits there

there in the shadows of the wings?

Silently, patiently, waiting the cue,

the time to creep, or stride,

upon the stage of my play

 

I go on, guided by the words and music

of my dreams, my time upon the stage

but again and again, my mind and heart,

(the eyes of my searching)

peer into the shadows of the wings

wondering, marveling,

 

What is it that waits there?

The little widow with her head held high

Determined to be brave and not to cry

But as I embraced her my own tears showed

For I knew in her heart the silent tears flowed

It was not sudden

the awakening from famine and fatigue

but rather a slow awareness

that bright faces

(miniature suns with yearning eyes)

peered into the windows

at the darkened room;

their gold glances piercing

laser lances spotlighting whorls

of dust and neglect

 

I felt familiar shapes

long slumped in repose

in shadowed places

emerge

assuming postures of new design

 

The desert room

no longer indistinct and gray

alight with the searching beams

began to flower:

dust-devils danced

in prismatic maze

 

I knew

(the wild surprise of it!)

that I had only to open the door

for they had come to remind me

that I, too, am one of

the golden children of the sun

Long ago

–almost unremembered

but not quite—

Someone called

 

Inside:

the sheltered room

closed and warm and safe

Outside:

the winter night

cold, black, insistent

Ice—stillness and depth-ache

 

And then

the muffled call, far-off:

Margaret     Margaret

 

I waited

heart-poised

vigilant

 

It never came again

 

Time passed

–a river flowing toward the sea—

 

Now

Removed by years and other yearnings

I wonder:

Why did I

hear that muffled call:

Margaret     Margaret

From the cold still winter night