Forty passed me by

I barely felt the cold wind.

My son was born just that year.

But last night I fell into a dream tunnel

and standing there confused,

looking first this way and then that,

I perceived at one end of the tunnel

a circle of light which grew

larger…larger…like the sun.

At the other end of the tunnel

another circle of light grew

smaller…smaller…until it fled

like a fading star.

Though I stood rooted to the spot

my spirit tore from me and raced

toward that diminishing circle

crying “Come back, come back”

for I could not bear to part

with the little star.

 

But then I woke to morning

and knew that I was in no tunnel,

that the diminishing star

and the growing sun

were one and the same

and the light was all about me

and I was part of it.

One, two,

Buckle my shoe

My shoe, world, my shoe.

 

Three, four,

Close the door

That’s what doors are for,

(But surely not forevermore)

 

Five, six,

Pick up sticks

And stones? And that bit

About names and broken bones?

 

Seven, eight,

Lay them straight

And narrow. Oh, wasn’t there something?

Shooting an arrow?

 

Nine, ten,

Begin again

Again? Again.

And then? Again.

 

Memories: flowers

blooming with the sunlight glow

of romance and song.

Violins and valentines

keep safe the autumn of life.

Twilight steals

..bluely down

….on hill

……and valley

……..with not

……….a hint

…………of sound

 

Melting

..snowgold sky

….treeleaf shadows

……floating on sea grass:

……..full moon.

Your veil falls as soft as blue shadow

About flawless countenance

And perpetual smile.

Your lovely heart is hidden.

Where the hot dry winds blow

No rain-tears ever flow.

Time like a cloud sails on,

History drifts into mellowed memory.

Aztec legends and memories echo into song:

 

a singing

of the peoples of burnished bronze,

of Montezuma’s golden scepter lost,

the death of Quetzalcoatl

the fading away

of the feathered serpent

 

A singing

of templed hours

and the days of jade and jaguar

gone into stone

 

The pyramided steps slowly crumble into dust

And time like a cloud sails on

Diminishing thunder down dawns of gold.

Where can we run

If the track is gone

Or the field destroyed

Or the mountain crushed

With flattened stones

Melting away

Into water-flow

 

Where can we go

If the water goes

Nowhere

 

The stream

Falls like Niagara,

 

And falls

Not into a gorge below

But off the very edge of the world

 

Where can we run?

Where can we go?

I have heard it said

that a copper penny floats

light as a sea flower

on the rings of mist

of Dreamland Bay

 

And I have been told

that the sun

once a golden disk of ice

fired into light

to warm the days

of Dreamland Bay

 

And I have heard

that silver-needled starshine

pierces the dark

with soundless symphonies

in the silence of the nights

of Dreamland Bay

 

And I have wanted

all of my life

to be sailing white ships

on singing seas

to the shores

of Dreamland Bay

Water-mirrored cool

Upon the desert sand

Beckons the constant dream:

The undiscovered land

 

Oasis or mirage?

We cannot help but think

And yet we cannot quench

Our thirst unless we drink

 

Of that fresh shimmering pool,

The light on desert strand

That lures us on to seek

The undiscovered land

I walked upon the moors today

And breathed the heather-scented air

for we spoke of the rare Brontes

and wild and lonely Haworth

where in Emily’s and Charlotte’s hearts

Heathcliff, Cathy, and brave Jane Eyre

were born into reality.

 

All that was needed to spirit me

to those far moors

and purple-flowered hills

was our remembering ecstasy

 

O, yes!

Today I strolled the moors

and lived

with heather-scented air