All the days of our lives are like a diary,
Each day a fresh page on which to write
Or scribble, if you please, what happened to you.
If we open my diary, as I often do,
Here you will find only a scribbled page.
At least it looks like that to you and you.
But this day I used a very secret code
To keep for myself some special notes
That are only for me to see.
And here again, with this page,
Listen very quietly and you will hear
Faint music singing of a happy day.
Many such pages appear at the time
As I was so young and blissfully innocent then.
Yet here is a page too painful to read.
How can we be so cruel to one we love?
What hidden meanness in me struck at one
So near and dear and caused such pain?
And this page scribbled across in green ink?
You will never get a hint of that day.
Now this one is filled with joy and laughs.
If I could just have that to live again….
But, then, this day would not have been:
We won the championship in Track that day.
My simple medallion was so truly cherished—
Though it soon tarnished and was put away.
I never seem to remember where it was kept.
How can you be near and yet so far away
To someone dear and not know she’s there?
This one from the other side of town and Irish.
It was many years later we finally met
And now my life is fulfilled as it had never been.
Perhaps this might not have been so
If we had been neighbors and never been friends,
Because of too much closeness—so young and too soon.
Does this diary really exist or is it just a fantasy
Conjured in the mind?
Perhaps, a last page I’ll scribble on until
It scribbles off the page, then you will know
That this diary has never really been.
#Memoir #Aging #Diaries