Pinochle was the game they played so well.

It often lasted far into the early morning hours.

Every time they could all get together,

All four were brothers and card sharks all,

Just four bold heads around a table.

Those heads shone brightly under the ceiling light.

They would play each card of every hand

By slamming it down hard upon the table

As if to emphasize the value of that card.

All were so evenly matched in skills,

No two partners would consistently win a hand.

So the hands on the face of the kitchen wall clock

Have sped through four whole hours on this game.

The stakes in the center of the table seem paltry

Indeed for such a great effort to win,

Just a big pile of large wooden matches.

Perhaps, each match represents some special prize?

Suddenly an unexpected run of good cards

And the East-West team is about to win the game.

Now we will see what is that fabulous prize.

All the loud shouts and friendly jesting

Soon let us know that the matches there are just matches

And the real prize is just to win

And to enjoy the pleasure of shouting and jesting

At their brothers for having lost this game.

#Pinocle #BrotherLove  #CardGame

 

 

 

 

It was just an old red brick house

With its curtained windows staring

At the squalid world without.

All of it like its replicas in red brick

Except for that bright green door

With the vivid scarlet bow tied thereto,

Which somehow extended a welcome

From those within to all of us outside,

Or, at least, to someone they might love.

 

When the young lovers knocked on the door,

They were cheerfully greeted from within.

Sounds of gay talk drifted through,

Accompanied by squeals of delight

And the cheery sounds of happy laughter.

The table was piled high with gifts so bright,

All wrapped and tied in ribbons tight.

 

When the door closed, I turned away,

Left with my drab, ugly, unkind world.

But my life would be changed forever

By vivid memories of another world

Behind a bright, beribboned green door,

Part of an old red brick house

As drab as all the others, except

For that green door with scarlet bow upon it.

#Christmas #ChristmasandWelcome #ChristmasMemories

 

 

World War Two is over,

But its devastation lingers behind in Europe.

Miles away in New York,

A recent European immigrant

Enters an automat

Seeking shelter from Winter’s cold.

She orders hot oatmeal.

A waitress asks, “Cream?”

The young immigrant does not answer.

“Do you want cream on that?”

The waitress tries again.

The other young woman nods.

Then her eyes open wide

As the waitress pours a full ladle

Of fresh cream onto her cereal.

Turning to find a seat,

She is surprised again.

She sees that every table

Has a full bowl of sugar on offer

As well as salt and pepper.

Yet, this is no fancy restaurant,

But a mere eatery for the ordinary.

People like her.

But each may receive a full ladle

Of cream on hot cereal for the asking,

And help themselves to as much

Sugar as they please

Wherever they choose to sit.

It is a dream, the dream she had

So long ago about a place far away,

a country where dreams came true.

 

This, she thinks, This is America!

#CelebrateImmigrantsDay #AutomatRestaurant

I walked the hills without no shoes

(never did have no shoes)

I rode the trees in the wind

And smelled coal every day of my life

 

Black-eyed susans blessed by heart

High-reached water blessed my tongue

And the wide sky taught me to dream

 

I walked the hills without no shoes

Into woods only the deer knew

I rode the trees in the wind

And smelled coal every day of my life

While the wide sky taught me to dream

 

In the quiet of hidden meadows

Black-eyed susans broke my heart

High-reached water awoke a lasting thirst

For I smelled coal everyday of my life

 

I walked the hills without no shoes

(never did have no shoes)

but I rode the trees in the wind

and the wide sky taught me to dream

#CoalCountry #ChildhoodandHills #Childhood

Because we were only ten years old

Those trees were there for climbing.

Yet they did seem awfully tall to us

Though they were not more than twenty feet tall.

I wish you could have been there also.

Then you could have known the thrills

Of swaying to and fro from the highest branch

With the occasional extra special thrill

Of hanging tight with all your might

As the tree broke and fell to the ground below.

Somehow, we were never really hurt.

There was that one tree that touched the sky.

We never climbed it, but we did swing on

The one vine that came down from somewhere high

Because that was such really great fun.

Even now I might try that swing again.

#ChildhoodandMemories  #ClimbingTrees #TreeVineSwing

 

Though she never excelled in music, athletics

Or any of those other roads to fame,

In our town, she is very, very special.

Dorothy never went to school beyond eighth grade.

Yet, somehow, she learned all the skills

She needed to handle problems large or small.

Everyone in the town knew who Dorothy was.

Need some sugar? Here, take this bowlful home.

She volunteered to do all the cooking

When we had the fundraiser

For the volunteers’ uniforms.

Remember when she got that bad curve repaired?

That county commission sure got mad at her.

That stormy winter night her neighbor, Mary Jo,

Took sick and Dorothy rushed her to the hospital?

She got there just in time, in spite of icy roads.

She brushed aside all offers of reward, saying,

“Hon, I was only helping a good neighbor. Hon.”

How often did she help you in some way?

When I cut my finger playing mumbly-peg,

She bandaged it so well that it quit hurting.

My friend Billy got his wagon repaired

And little Joey Adams, such a poor baseball player,

Got to play the year she managed the team.

All of this because our Dorothy cared so much

About her neighbors and her friends.

She would volunteer whatever needed doing.

Don’t you wish your town had a Dorothy, too?

#VolunteerandValue

A piece of the past is gone

The pain of remembering returns

Of being unable to forgive once

Will it ever erase from my mind

The sky’s dripping grayness

Is misting my life’s lenses

 

#RegretandForgiveness

When the First World War began, my mother was not yet two years old. When it ended, she was six. My mother shared with me the story of a WWI veteran,  a man she called Old Charlie.

Charlie was sent to the trenches which stretched north and east from France. He was a hometown boy from Wheeling in West Virginia, but his heritage was German. His family, like many in this industrial town, were immigrants. My mother grew up in neighborhoods where, in addition to the many Irish (like her cousins), there were Germans and Poles. During the war, as in many US towns, the Germans and the Poles of Wheeling were often ostracized, or worse. But it was an American uniform Charlie wore to battle, and as an American he fought there.

Like many, Charlie returned damaged. We call it PTSD now, but then it was “shell shock.” Charlie had been a quiet lad, a gentle soul, before the war. Afterward, he became the neighborhood’s drunkard. Unlike many alcoholics who lash out at their demons, Charlie would often slip quietly into a stupor murmuring a melody. It was always the same tune, one well-known.

None of the neighborhood children were afraid of him, though many shunned him. Adults who had known him before the war, generally pitied him. He may have been homeless, but my mother might not have known as she was just a child. She told of mornings when she passed Old Charlie slumped in one doorway or another and reeking of alcohol. She remembered clearly the song she heard him singing as she passed. It was familiar to her, though the words he sang were German.

You see, the one memory that persisted for Charlie was of a single night in that war. It has been written about before, made much of and also diminished in the telling. But Charlie was there, and he never forgot that moment when across the battlefield came a song. Above the trenches from where Charlie shivered, he heard a song he had heard each year in his home sung in the language of his parents.

The words Old Charlie sang in his drunkenness with tears running down his face and heard clearly by my mother as she passed him slumped in any handy doorway were “Heilege nacht, stille Nacht….” The song my mother knew as “Silent Night.”

#WorldWar1Memories #PTSD

The scorchless fires of Autumn winds

Sear trees in scarlet, tan, russet and gold.

The hills seem consumed with flames

That leap and bound about  the hills,

Blending maple reds into aspen golds.

A scarlet sumac accents evergreen firs

Covering the broad valley floor,

Suggesting the fine old faces on elders

Delicately tinted in love light.

Finely sculptured lines of living

Adorn each and every elder in our midst,

Yet shining through the everyday living stress

Is an inward glow of eternal youthful life

That whispers like the Autumn winds

Of joy and the courage to face their fears

And greet each day with eagerness.

refractions

When I think about trick or treating as a child, the memories slide through my mind like the rapid images in a montage as I age before my eyes. The film moves from my youngest age when I wore my regular clothes through to years when my costume was homemade of bits and pieces—aprons, scarves, Dad’s shirt, Mom’s skirt—to the older years when I wore a few that were store-bought. This reflects the improving finances of my family.

I was seven the first time I had a ‘real’ costume, one I was proud to tell my school friends about days before Halloween. I never wore it. That day at school I broke my arm. I remember how unhappy I was that the costume sleeve would not, could not fit over my cast. I would rather stay home than walk around in my own clothes, wearing a cast (and being in pain), explaining to any friends I met why I was not wearing the costume I had bragged about. That was the worst Halloween ever. I did not even care about the candy. I just wanted to go home and feel sorry for myself. The worst Halloween ever.

Within the blur of memory there are some treats that stand out. My mother’s friend who lived at the back of a lot and at the top of a narrow hall stairway made special treats just for the children of her friends. I went home sometimes with popcorn balls and other times with candied apples or peanut brittle. The last two I tried but never really liked. My mom loved them, so I gave them to her. She and my grandmother also shared the popcorn ball which had a flavor less strong than caramel corn. I preferred my popcorn salty, though the sweet variety was okay.

My mother always urged me to share my Halloween hoard with the family or my friends at school. I do not remember being really bothered by letting go of some bits of the treasure—the pieces I did not really like any way. What did I like (and keep)? Bubble gum was always good.

 

#Halloween #HalloweenandTrickorTreat #TrickorTreating #HalloweenTreats