Naked, or nearly so, I stand straight

in the morning light

before they come

(the ones who think they know)

to dress me in the image that they see

daughter, sister

friend, student

mother, teacher

 

So I walk the day covered over with paper clothes

that sometimes fit, or nearly do,

but more often don’t.

Then the paper cuts and chafes

or is held by force in place

till a bruise is crushed into my frame.

 

Still, and at last, once more—

naked, or nearly so, I stand straight

in the morning light—

while the sky spins spells with tales for me,

as the air welcomes me tenderly into its care,

the trees and grass speak truth to me

that they and I can understand.

 

We are alone, the morning and I

and it is only now

that I know who I am.

 

#Feminism #Self-Awareness #PoetryandIdentity

 

They were after telling stories,

For, to put a frame on it,

There was nothing else to be doing of a brisk evening.

          Don’t you know.

Oh, ‘tis true there was a fine view from above Clare’s field

Where the path led by a fairy fort—

The tourists were all quite taken with that,

          Don’t you know,

Always wanting to hike up to the crest of the hill

Past the fairy fort

Which is nothing but a circle of trees.

 

Yes, they were after telling stories in the evening

When the wind was blowing the rain from the North

Or was it the West?

It was a wayward wind for certain, that night,

          Don’t you know.

And what was there to be doing after all,

But listen to the wind and watch the fire,

Keeping warm,

          Don’t you know.

And even were it a dry night,

Though those are rare enough—

The “lovely peace and quiet”

Admired so by the tourists

Can be wearing on a man,

          Don’t you know.

 

#PoetryandIreland #IrishPubsandPoetry

 

So, what’s to do but off to the pub for a drink

And a bit of storytelling.

A bit of gossiping, as well,

          Don’t you know.

Reminding the other fellow of his foolishness

When he was a lad and his faults now he’s a man,

And if tempers should rise,

A pint or a small one will soften any who’re taken to anger.

Well, almost any,

          Don’t you know.

 

Yes, they were after telling stories

Each man in his turn playing out the words

To the praise of the rest

Like dancers urged from the crowd

And encouraged into exhibiting their skill in stepping.

Just so,

          Don’t you know.

And a good story will call for another,

Drink being a reward for the telling and the listening—

Spirits to warm you when living can’t—

          Don’t you know.

 

Yes, they were old friends and neighbors gathered about

And they were after telling stories one brisk evening.

Yes, they were after telling stories,

Since for certain there was nothing else to be doing,

          Don’t you know.

She was there

the girl who had shouted

her feminine appeal

in jangles, lipstick and perms

while the rest of us

lived in a world of tetherball,

foursquare and hopscotch.

She entered alone,

in elegant simplicity,

and there held thrall

for just a moment

before melting into the party crowd.

Yet, in that instant

she told us all

with her presence only—

I am a Woman now,

I need no male beside me

(such easily acquired evidence)

to prove my femininity.

I AM.

Then, as a quiet, gracious queen,

she glided toward her audience.

 

#Feminism #SchoolReunionPoetry

(translation in parentheses)

Las abuelitas caminan.

(The grandmothers walk)

Cada jueves,

(Each Thursday)

Las abuelitas caminan

En la plaza—

       (In the square—)

Cada jueves

En la plaza.

 

Y las madres,

       (And the mothers)

Las madres también,

(The mothers also,)

Sí, las madres caminan

(Yes, the mothers walk)

En la plaza

Cada jueves

En la plaza.

 

?Y por qué?

         (And why?)

?Por qué ellas caminan0

(Why do they walk)

En la plaza?

0

?Por qué caminan cada jueves?

? Por qué?

 

Por los ninos…

(For the children…)

Por sus hijos, sus nietos—

(For their children, their grandchildren—)

Por todos los desaparecidos.

(For all those who disappeared).

 

#Desaparecidos #ArgentinaHistory

 

I am wounded in a hundred ways

And my blood seeps, drying,

I lie stilled, ended

On the field

Where the battle cries

Have not yet finished

With the air.

 

#CompassionandPoetry #EmpathyandPoetry #DepressionandPoetry

I was there

But they did not see me

They were waltzing

To music I could not hear

A tune of long ago

When they were young

 

I was listening

But they were unaware

As they conjured memory

Into a present moment

Of shared re-discovery

 

I was an audience

Unseen and unremembered

Watching my parents

Aged seventy-five

Falling in love again

Time-drifted

Forever young and in love

 

#LoveandPoetry

 

On a day long before we met

Before I saw your face

Before I heard your voice

Before I knew your name

 

Some one day before we met

Or was it not after several

Dreaming days

That I fell in love believing

In the possibility of you.

 

This love I now give to you

Is not newly born

Nor the idle dance of an hour.

It is the breath that fills my lungs,

The rhythm pulsing within my heart

The pattern of my life.

 

This love that I have kept

Was yours before either of us knew

On a day long before we met

For it was then

I fell in love with you.

 

#LoveandPoetry

It’s gone.  I let it fall into the trash.

It was not meant to live with jewels encased.

A builder’s tool it was, and should have been

for fastening the non-abstract of life:

the corners, benches, table-tops and shelves.

And yet on velvet-red it lay for years

as honored there as all the golden chains.

With silent sorrow was it given me

and laid so gently upon my hand.

He had searched his pockets too empty large

and found one dully satin silver wing nut—

to give in place of the awaited goodnight kiss,

an offering to say goodbye, “It’s over…”

For he had found a more completing love

although his love for me had never failed.

In memory of tears and soft regret,

for many silver velvet years, it lay

with spreading upward outward seeking arms

to catch the master’s hand as tightly sealing

he would turn it finishing off his work.

Till, time drifted, it lay in chalklike gray,

and sugar-powder dust, so softly sifted,

fell upon the velvet there.

But now at last I’ve let it fall away—

the love, the dream too long held fast,

let slip from my hand, my life, so swiftly final

the ghosted gray, once satin silver, fallen…

disremembered.  But no, not yet—

an echo drifts in misting memory

still, of one love’s gentle dying light.

 

#LoveLost #LovePoetry #LoveandMemory #LoveTokens

The Great Freeze began slowly

With icy sleet filling the days

Stilling blood flow with stress

 

A swift break in weather

Led me into the unexplored

The waiting wilderness of chaos

 

There I trudged along

While sleet shifted into snow,

Snow into blizzard

 

The years passed

With a numbing silence

In which the glacier grew

 

Now and then, a crack sounded

A groan from within the glacial wall

Every Summer, but still no thaw

 

Ten frozen years

The only flowering, frost crystals

Quickly melting from my window

 

Then the time of fever rose

To add its heat to Spring’s warming

And the glacier calved into avalanche

 

Long-frozen water bled

Out over ice-sheet fields

Tumbled over cliffs

 

Growing wider, deeper

Flowing unconfined

Toward serenity in lake and sea

 

Words, freed from the ice

Of stolen time, spill from my fingers

I have begun to write again with joy

 

Pain

Freezing blood

To crystals

Gouging deep fiords

Through icicled muscle—

Yet, one toe

Dares to move—

 

A pallid sun

In an Arctic night

Proves hope

Beyond this pain

 

Tomorrow

May come

Summer rain

 

#PainandPoetry #WinterPoetry