When he won his wings

The air force took his photograph

His hair evenly dark

Against the pale background

The pose catching the slow and easy smile

His sister knew so well,

His lips still soft with youth

And the promise of tomorrow

His eyes shining

Like wingtips touched by the sun.

He was so proud

He had won his dream.

 

Was it a year or a little more

Before the next photo came?

The camera recording

His promotion to captain.

Another proud moment.

 

Yet his sister cried when it arrived

For his hair was brushed with gray.

His lips so straight and tightly held,

His eyes dark shadows

That carried no memory

Of joyful, quick laughter.

 

Two photographs side by side

A war in between

Two photographs side by side

Beside them where they sat

His sister’s broken heart

 

 

 

#cameraday

(ala Bessie Smith, unfinished)

So, here I am once again

Digging in the dirt

Dragging my sorry butt

Down in the same old rut.

Done lost my way

In a world of hurt.

I thought this time

You would be true.

But here I am alone and blue.

I thought I’d learned better

Until your returning letter.

Yet, here I am once again

Digging in the dirt

Dragging my sorry butt

Down in the same old rut.

 

 

#makemusicday

Wind whistles through bone

The flute of the long dead

Music from another time

When lost people danced here

Beside hearths now buried

Beneath the desert sand

 

I imagine I hear their voices

Their songs circling

Within my head

Melting my staid posture

I sway as if blown

By the whistling wind

But in truth, I dance

In this ancient space

 

#globalwindday

Jade green marbled

With fine white veins

 

Ruffled in tiers

White

Albino

Tiger paw

Slapping at stubborn retaining walls

 

#worldoceanday

The house where he slept is gone—

A barren lot, now, in the dawn.

So where is he,

The child whose memory is haunting me?

 

With his skin, like a turnip left too long

Out of ground in the sun,

The last of twenty-five, born without a song,

Without a place to run,

The hunger shrieked from his eyes,

Despair in his sighs,

In hand-me-downs that never fit,

Never still, ever moving, he would sit.

His fingers nibbled up our treasures

For heroin, pills and acid cures

For brothers, uncles-who-weren’t, and mayhap fathers

Who spilled their deaths into the morning papers.

 

I required him day after day to stay

Till all his stolen prizes on the desktop lay

And day by day his take grew less and less

As though only stolen to confess.

One day escaping when I forgot the game,

He returned, though I did not call his name,

Offering two paper clips and a rubber band:

All of that day’s contraband.

A little praise, a little gentle care

I could easily spare

For hungry eyes and a true smile

That lost for once its former guile.

 

The house where he slept is gone–

A barren lot, now, in the dawn.

So where is he

The child of hungry eyes,

Child refugee

With hungry eyes?

 

#worldinternationalchildrensday

Charlie was always unreasonable, even as a child. He was just that determined to be different. But the most outrageous thing he ever did was to ride the telegraph line on that bike of his.

Martha took his picture as he balanced high above the wheatfields of some Kansas town. She had a post card made of it and sent it home with “Wish you were here. Ha, ha!” written on the back.

It’s truly ridiculous. There he is (Charlie, I mean) wearing a top hat and tails. He’s got on a button-down shirt and he’s wearing a pearl stud in his tie. She caught him true enough, in spite of the foggy morning, with his hands stuck out for balance and all dressed up, perched on his unicycle peddling from one pole to the next on the telegraph wire strung at the edge of someone’s farm in the middle of God forsaken Kansas, would you believe it? Charlie was always the most outrageous, daring person I ever did know.

 

#NationalRoadTripDay

It was hard to hate cousin Carl.

There was no evil in the man.

 

He never held any job for long;

Money slipped through his fingers

Like rain water down a grate—

Washing so many false hopes to the sea.

 

He was like a sweet dog

Who could not be trained:

A rambunctious, eager golden retriever—

Ever willing to play, to show affection

But never able to obey rules

For more than a second or two;

And never recognizing what was bad

Or harmful, until too late;

And then quickly forgetting.

 

It is not easy to live each day

With such a man,

 

But he is no easier to hate

Than a loving, vulnerable

Over-eager dog.

 

#UnitedNationsInternationaldayoflivingtogetherinpeace

 

Defeated, at last, they set us free.

But what remained of home for us?

What family waited for us there, what friends?

Who had saved our small treasures

From thieves and bombs?

What house could welcome us

In our poverty and wretchedness?

We expected nothing

Our fear was unassuaged.

 

But you were there

So many, so many…

With banners and songs,

And cheering “Welcome!

Welcome home!”

 

And we were led

To the homes from which

We were taken,

To our homes, our businesses

Which you had saved for us

During our dark imprisonment.

 

More than your weeks of

proud defiance

More than your years of

stubborn persistence

and acts of courage,

The day of our return,

This day of our return,

This was the greatest gift

The greatest honor.

 

#Denmarkliberation

Drenched in the liquid

Of your voiced poetry

I am transported

Battling in a waterfall

Of mellifluous words

Transformed

I am become Undine

 

Paddling playfully

Atop curl of wave as the melody crests.

Flirting with caresses

While the words

Pool

And slide away

As the poetry like a river

Claims the hills as a right of way.

 

I am Undine

Swimming deep

Where light is unknown

Where ears are more precious

Than eyes ever were,

With words

As my only guide

 

Drenched in the liquid

Of your voiced poetry

I am become Undine

Adrift in a dream

Where the words and I are one.

 

 

#greatpoetryreading

Wallet

Empty

Shock

Police

Forms

(my name,

how do I spell my name?)

Voice

Friend

Spelling

(oh, yes, that’s it)

 

Return

Faces

Concern

I speak

“My parents will help,

I guess.”

 

Backs–

In parented care,

My shock judged

Unnecessary, fake.

I stand alone.

 

But one knows—

His eyes watch

As I survey

The room full of

Friends

The room where my purse

Had been.

My eyes meet his

See reflected there

The knowing:

 

No parents

Can replace

No forms record

The loss of trust.

 

#tellastory